ordinary reality. Also some people are born more energetically powerful than others. For example if both parents are energetic and the baby is raised on the mother's milk. But don't worry if you were not born with a special abundance of energy, you have all you need if you will be careful with it. Also you will get extra jolts when your assemblage point moves. We just need to be more disciplined to guard our energy. It really does not take much energy anyway to move the point. "Nietsche said whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger. That is how sorcerers think. But otherwise be careful of philosophers because they are famous crazy self indulgers. "Recapitulation. There is no method. There is a method but it is not important whether you move your head from right to left or from left to right or set aside a regular time or a lot of time. What is important is the unbending intent to recapitulate. Then spirit will guide you into the right form and time and amount of practice. With intent, time will set itself. When you make the right intent, you will have 27 generations of sorcerers behind you. They did not all practice the recapitulation the same way, but their intent will hook you support you and guide you. The intent out there to recapitulate is constant but the method varies. Therefore: "1. Intend it. "2. Have an integrity about it - don't brag or compete (competition is the worst thing in the world, it is a primary support for the third cornerstone of everyday reality, the sense of self importance). "3. Discipline order harmoney. Don't be random unless you intend it. Most people make a list and work backwards. "4. Breath. Direction not important. What is important is using the breath to pull the energy back. "Letter came to Carlos Castaneda - 'I recapitulated last night. Can I join your party now?' Recapitulation takes a lifetime, not a night." [end of transcription. By Swedenborg@aol.com]  * Some questions *  LK> I got a disarming book recently called "The Don Juan Papers". It is a LK> supposed expose of the entire series by Carlos Castenada. LK> Anyone else read and follows these works? There's some amazing and LK> probing ideas there. All I know about this case is what I've read in Cornerstone magazine (Vol. 19 Issue 93, p.24), in part 3 or a series by Bob Passantino, called "Fantasies, Legends, Heroes: a discussion of popular 'legends' and how they arise." I'll quote the relevant section: Christians aren't the only ones who accept legends substituted for real research. Those of you who are around my age and who remember (or were even part of) the 1960s age of "drug enlightenment" probably remember Carlos Castaneda as the anthropologist who discovered that hallucinatory drugs supposedly bring spiritual enlightenment. He didn't do it the way many of my generation did, by dropping acid, staring into a flower, and suddenly realizing that everything is "God." He did it by allegedly spending portions of several years in the American Southwest and Mexican deserts as an apprentice to an Indian shaman. UCLA awarded Castaneda a Ph.D. in anthropology in 1973 for his fieldwork and ethnography dissertation on Native American shamanism. "The Teachings of Don Juan: A Yacqui Way of Knowledge" represents that work and is known worldwide for its vivid portrayal of Castneda's apprenticehip to the shaman, Don Juan. However, practically nothing about Castaneda, including his name, birth date, and original nationality, is what it appears to be. In fact, careful investigation and analysis shows that his books represent more of the Castaneda his college friend described as "witty, imaginative, cheerful--a big liar and a real friend"*1 than they do Castaneda as the serious anthropologist and reporter who sacrifices himself for scientific ethnographic research. Like most legends, the Castaneda legend is missing dates, times, people, places, and documents. Careful research and investigation uncovered gaping holes, inconsistencies, and outright fabrications in the convoluted stories Castaneda told in his four books *2. But the reason I mention the Castaneda legend particularly is that I would never have expected the professional reaction to the expose. Rather than relegating his books to the legend shelf, some professionals STILL depend on them for ethnographic information, and still herald him as the father of the ethnographic "revolution" in anthropology! What is most interesting is the response that has greeted the revelation that Castaneda's works are fictional. First, there has been no real attempt to revoke his Ph.D., based as it is on fraudulent "research." Secondly, as de Mille ... documents, the response among many anthropologists and others who share the Don Juan type of philosophical outlook has been neutral. In other words, it doesn't matter if the works are fictional because the underlying philosophy is, in some vague sense, true. An excellent example of this approach is Shelburne's (1987) article titled "Carlos Castaneda: If It Didn't Happen, What Does It Matter?" Shelburne argues that "the issue of whether it [Castaneda's experience] literally happened or not makes no fundamental difference to the truth of the account" (p. 217). Such excuses are little more than intellectual used-car salesmanship. *3 Let's relate this back to our legend/research paradigm. Castaneda BASED his "revolutionary" cultural anthropological ideas on FICTION *4. That's like building a house on sinking sand instead of solid rock. Now Shelburne and other professional like him say it doesn't matter, because the "truth" is the same. That's like saying your sinking house is fine where it is--the house itself is well built. But no matter how well built the house is, it will fall apart since it's built on sand instead of solid ground. You need BOTH as well-built house AND solid ground if you expect to live in the house. *1 Richard de Mille, "Castaneda's Journey" (Santa Barbara, CA: Capra Press, 1976), 26. *2 The most comprehensive investigation was done by Richard de Mille and is contained in "Castaneda's Journey (see above note) and the book de Mille later edited, "The Don Juan Papers: Further Castaneda Controversies (Santa Barbara, CA: Ross-Erickson Publishers, 1980). *3 Terence-Hines, "Pseudoscience and the Paranormal" (Buffalo, NY: Prometheus Press, 1988), 278. *4 If there is any truth to Castaneda's anthropological theories, it would be in spite of his fantasies, not because of them. [End Quote]